| | I leave on Saturday. And thats all I'm doing - leaving.
I'm not really sure if I'm going home. I don't where, or what, or WHO my home is. I think about everyone I've met here, and I would have to say that 75% of them are people I would like to keep in my life. I don't know how well that will pan out. I'm not sure how I feel about this.
Also, I should point out, this has no closure. I did everything necessary of me today to end my relationship with Columbia for this while, and despite me having nearly all my connections with the school closed, I feel like there is no closure. It isn't a great feeling.
On the positive side, I'm really looking forward to seeing a few people this winter break. And others, not so much. If your name doesn't appear on this list, don't feel neglected, these are just the standouts:
Erik "Donner and Blitzen" Peters
Rhett "West Roswell" Rozga
Alexa Hojnacki
Ross "Delovely" Houslander
Iza Zambrzycki
Emily Myslinski
Nick Badger
Tegan Anclade
In other words, I very much need to write more.
"One day I"
One day I
I feel you calling me
In my subconscious
Feel you screaming my name
Into the blank wintery blindness
Hoping I'll be there
And when I feel it
I know that you're voice is still
Your lungs stay steadily reciprocating
The cold air burns your throat
As you stand in your front yard
Without wearing a jacket
The snow slowly falling
Lands softly on your hair
Your shoulders, your breasts
Makes you seem to glow
In the light from your house
But as I sneak up from behind
Blow the snow off your shoulders
From your hair
You startle, and spin so gracefully
Your arms fling out instinctively
Our lips meet
We go inside, to your room
where you realize how much more
You mean to me
Then the collision of bodies
And entanglement of tongues.
~Jon
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